lil tits bits of life

errr...tell me where did I go wrong, damnit...

2009-11-16T22:12:00.000-08:00

short post
when someone you care about , a family member , a friend,old or new, or whoever is being distant and cold to you all of a sudden ,..it kinda makes you wonder isnt it? "what did i do?" or "where did i go wrong?"
i mean , would it be easier if people are more opened up and forthcoming....
i think it'll be easier if whenever i go wrong , i'll just get screwed up front , instead of giving me the cold treatment, making me wonder for days or months...... or yearrrss about " where did i fuck-it-up?"

2009-11-16T19:37:00.000-08:00

short post - HOW TO DEAL WITH RETARDS(crazy people)

have you had the problems of trying to communicated with retards? i mean retarded as in literally....not the medical kind of mental retardation....
these idiots come in different shapes and sizes..they could be you family members , your boss , your sister in law , your friends , people on the street.....

instead of stooping to their level of thinking , do this :
1. swallow your balls and apologize to whatever he or she is accusing you of...remember...you can never win against retards...he or she will come up with mother loads of created propaganda or stories just to win...remember...they are retarded so have pity!
2. back off whenever you can - dont provoke retards dude! you can never know their ways or levels of thinking....obviously they arent , so save your own life and back off....
3.give a "pity" look to the retard while he or she is being retarded...you dont have to say anything...just give "the look" , as if you're looking at a retarded monkey doing some acrobatic tricks....the "awwwww....looooookkk.....a retard......what a waste......."
4.to piss the retard the fuckin hell off , the more he/she is being retarded , the harder you laugh.....i bet he/she will be retarded for real......

racism : are we really who we are thought to be ?

2009-11-12T21:34:00.001-08:00

with all the 1malaysia this , 1malaysia that , then 1 toilet , 1 canteen and whatever 1crap the government can think about , instead of focusing on losing out to emerging economies such as india , china , vietnam..okay..lets not stray from the topic hehe.... are we really the so-called harmonious multi racial dudes and dudettes living peacefully , shaking hands , arms in arms , eating and playing together, dating and getting married to people of other racial ethnicity and religion ?
my personal point of view is the 1 malaysia concept put forth by the government is a noble concept, at the same time full of bull......while the motive is good , putting a picture of a malay , a chinese and an indian(wait , why does bhais never come around? pauuu !!) everyday on the newspaper isnt the way to do it...they look , ...well...kinda...not kinda....VERY....fake and propagandous(is this even a word?)
look around you....how many people do you know who really puts aside racial backgrounds and hang around, like real machas , pangyou , kawan? go and take a look at the nearest mamak for instance , or the mall....what you see is the melayu will hang around melayus , the cina hangs around cinas , the indian around indians , and again...the punjabis are yet to appear in the picture...deyy pauu you need to do something about this :p...............
Even among the so called highly educated people , ...in my med school for instance...well , apart from the celebrated 15th batch(even that , only a small group of us) , the true spirit of 1malaysia is yet to be achieved.....we even get stares from people when we hang out....like hanging around other races is such an uncool thing to do......
i have yet to see malays,indians, bhais, chinese and others 'lepaking' as true friends , apart from the celebrated khandan....well no need to mention who are in the khandan....you'll know if you're in it lol....
well , instead of snapping fake pictures of multiple races together , wearing national costumes , like it is an everyday thing we do , try for the effective ways to foster the true 1malaysia spirit...
the easiest way is through , well....sports.....this is 1 of the ways to foster friendships , regardless of one's religion or racial background.....the khandan very much approved this technique...lol..
the best way is through early education....what i've seen through the years is people who puts aside racial issues are those from premier and national schools....how on earth do you expect to learn about other races if you've never spoken to them, really get to know them because you're put in a vernacular school from the start? parents play a good part in putting their children to the right school , and educating their children to not judge people based on their ethnic background.......race is only skin deep well......apart from differentiating an indian liver from a malay or a chinese based on how much alcohol they can withstand (sunthar's theory) ,lol.........

so are we who we are thought to be?a harmonious multi racial people living on the same land? or do you feel bias to other races other than yours?

i am incapable of.......

2009-11-10T20:06:00.000-08:00

apart from the love to my parents and families , and recently growing love to God , I have yet to experience the real deal...you know what i'm talking about....someone who makes your knees go weak , make pickles taste sweet , makes the sky turn pink , make cakes taste bland..... :p ...goo-ey stuffs like that...
falling for people is what I do all the time , ....but then the next morning I'll wake up , think about that someone ,...and go "nahhhhh..."
Has God made me hollow inside , and will I ever find the one who'll weaken my knees ? i mean , literally...not by whamming it with a baseball bat as proposed by andrew...he was like "yea i'll make your knees go weak...just gimme a baseball bat and whaamm...."

well , poeple say the 'jodoh' will come by itself...well I hope it does before I turn grey and haggard.....burt right now , being single is definitely the most awesome.... at least no more 'drama melayu' in my life for the time being......

let's learn a new language...literally

2009-11-10T02:25:00.000-08:00

mari kita belajar bahasa utara...sehari satu perkataan , lama2 beribu ribu perkataan.....lepas tu pindah alor setaq , makan pekasam hari2 , cicah pucuk cemumaq dengan ayaq asam sampai mampuih............ini bahasa kedah yang biasa digunakan, beserta tranlastionnya dalam bahasa kl..
1.hang dah menyorok? - you dah breakfast ke?
2.woi jom la makan kopi dulu - hey , mari la kita minum coffee dulu...
3.awat la hang ni loqlaq sangat? - kenapa la you berkelakuan kurang sopan sekali?
4.uihh..berkilatnya gerek baru hang! - wow! shinynya basikal baru you!
5.mana dia orang yang langgaq pungkoq kegheta hang? - di mana orang yang melanggar bumper belakang kereta you?
hmph tak tau la aku tak dan nak kelih dia dah lari bejabu - hmm i tak tau la i tak sempat nak tengok dia dah blah dah....
6.kuang hajiaq hang!! - kurang ajar you!
7.aiihhh budak ni sekali aku temi kepala dia sampai bincut baru tau!!- ishh budak ni sekali i siku kepala dia sampai lebam baru tau!
8.woihh murah gila makan kat kedai dia..nasi lapan kupang lima duit ja - hihi murah je makan kat kedai dia , nasi 85 sen je....

2009-11-08T22:39:00.000-08:00

"the call" by regina spektor has always been one of the most inspirational song....it was the theme song for the chronicles of narnia :prince caspian




It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word

And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry
I'll come back
When you call me
No need to say goodbye

Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
As you head off to the war

Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye

Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget

Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
'Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

You'll come back
When they call you
No need to say goodbye

God works in mysterious ways.... short post

2009-11-08T22:32:00.000-08:00

Have you ever had moments in your life when you felt like it's the end of the world ? and as life goes on , you finally realized that they are actually blessings in disguise(BID)?
I've had couple of that moments to date , the latest of being you-know-what ....
These BIDs come in different shapes and sizes...it could be failing your exams , fights , mishaps , losing a limb , your cat died , traffic summonses.....
Well the next time shit happens , try to not look at it as a burden , try to look at the other side of it , for the attached blessings by Allah...when He tests you , it doesnt mean that He's being a mean bully , it truely means that He loves you truely and unconditionally :)

Welcome!!

2009-11-07T04:57:00.000-08:00

today i decided to start blogging....
i have no targeted scope or any particular topic to discuss about , will blog as my boring and monotonous life goes on haha....
everyone is welcome to visit my blog and ponder a few ideas here and there to make it more interesting haha....